something personal from me

Posted by quickslick 
something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 01:23AM
Posted by: quickslick
hi all, i just want let you to know that i have to stop editing gp4 for a long time and maybe forever. The reason is, i have a glaucoma, it means that i can't see properly anymore and the worst case is, i'm getting blind, like the doc said to me. I've tried to repress the disease, but it's getting worst and worst every day. I dunno how much time i still have, nor how my future will ends up. The only thing i know is, that the medicine won't really help at the moment and it hurts every day. I've thought about a long time to write it down here, because it isn't really easy for me to talk about it. On the other hand it is only fair for some of you to know the truth, because there a some guys who are waiting on the finished files from me, i'm sorry that I did not manage to make the files ready. Once again i'm really sorry, especially to Kev, Kerley and Celio.

Thank you for reading

regards

Jürgen (quickslick)
Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 01:30AM
Posted by: truecrysis
wow really sorry to hear that, hoping it doesnt get worse for you :(
Will be a big loss to the community i have to say, hopefully you can fight it off and get well!

Once again, really sorry to hear about this :(

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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 01:45AM
Posted by: plodekk
I am very saddened by this news, I will pray for your health and that God can help you in your recovery.You are one of the few guys I made ​​friends here and I consider very.

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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 01:47AM
Posted by: Isaint
Very Sad news my freind ....... no words really, except to say will be a great loss to the community and huge respect for opening up on what is obviously a very personal matter.
I wish you all the best for the future and that some how some way, this terible thing may be halted.(Y)


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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 02:37AM
Posted by: salvasirignano
I wish you all the best Jürgen, I'm very saddened to hear your news.
You've always been an extremely courteous and helpful member of the forums here, and I sincerely hope that your condition can somehow be halted. Don't give up hope (Y)



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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 03:00AM
Posted by: DAMON96
My GOD!!! Who cares GP4!! Is your health!!!!!!!!!...I really hope everything work out Jurgen, you are an amazing human being!!! All the best luck for you!!!(Y)
Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 04:13AM
Posted by: cloverleaf159
jurgen, im new here but i wish you all the best in your fight.

i understand where you might be at.

10 months ago i had whats called macula edema in both eyes, which is fluid in the eyes caused by leaking blood vessels. The fluid pushed the retina forward causing distortion in my vision. Here in the uk, there is no treatment available on the nhs and the future was not looking good as i too was losing my sight.

luckily i went to a private eye specialist and using a drug called avastin, the drug was injected into my eyes. I have now had 6 injections in my left eye and 3 in the right.

vision in the left eye is 20\20 perfect now and the right has improved enough for me to pass a medical to resume my job. Im a train driver. my medical was just yesterday. I still need further treatment till maybe june.

i only found this treatment by getting a second opinion and was very lucky even though it has cost be £7500 uk pounds so far in total.

anyway, if I can help in any way, please feel free to pm if you so wish. all the best
Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 06:26AM
Posted by: mortal
This is such sad news, the long time members of this forum are like family to me, and to read of such a thing upsets me greatly. I can only wish you well Jurgen, and sincerely hope that things turn out for the better. Travel well friend.


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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 06:34AM
Posted by: ooleeeo
Very unfortunate indeed.

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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 09:17AM
Posted by: Bigbrother
Yeah really sad news, lets hope on maybe a new cure or miracle, you never know mate, try to stay positive and ty for all the chats, files, help, sharing, friendship(still going héhé) ...
Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 09:34AM
Posted by: ginnerchris
Best wishes with your treatment.
Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 09:56AM
Posted by: thestig88
wish you all the best!
Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 09:59AM
Posted by: samson
halt die ohren steif juergen !
Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 10:05AM
Posted by: NickJW
Too bad about your situation, but thanks for all your help and i wish you the best!!

Lets kick your sickness hiss ass!!!

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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 11:32AM
Posted by: Alessio88
very sad news mate i mean for your healthy i hope you will sort this glaucoma out..and come back to see like before..i wish you all the best

Greetings
Alessio


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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 11:51AM
Posted by: TheDarkListener
oha very bad news...i hope it wont be so wicked...
i wish you all what you need ;-)
thank you for all what you have done for me :)

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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 12:14PM
Posted by: soulbringer
I'm so sorry to hear that. It can't be easy to write it down like this but I hope it helped a bit to get it out of your chest .
I wish you all the best, and I hope it doesn't get worst.
Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 01:06PM
Posted by: kerleyf1
Hello Jurgen.

You're a great person I met through a game that I love and I can say I did a GREAT FRIEND is such a great distance from my house and could never imagine happening a few years ago. A highly
educated person who likes things perfect and very well done.

Let me give a few words of joy to your heart because God can do the best for you, even in things that you think are bad. I have ZERO vision in my left eye, I thought that was pretty bad, but I
was blessed with a job just because of not having 50% of what I do see the world.

With what I just said you do not want u to see and of course not wish that on anyone. In my prayers can be sure that you will be there for his friend who is and always wish for the best
friends: HEALTH and PEACE, or you want to recover and that is better soon, so we can edit again GP4 . What I mean is that even in things we think are bad may be good points, know that soon you may be healed.

Think positive, always happy in his heart, however difficult it may seem it, it always has one person who knows what goes into it and know what you feel, even if they do not tell anyone about
this.

I wish you a speedy recovery Jurgen, my good friend the internet (and maybe one day we can meet in person?).

Seek comfort from family and friends, this is what I do with my wife and parents, they are a great strength for me, always, but God.

A big hug and tell me what you need to, you can count with me, always.

Sincerely,

Kerley

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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 01:27PM
Posted by: senna9194
It's really sad to hear news like these. I wish you all the best for the future and thanks for what you did to this community Jurgen :-)



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Re: something personal from me
Date: February 11, 2012 02:01PM
Posted by: celinho
Hello my friend!
Jürgen be no words to show my surprise and sadness regarding your problem of Glaucoma.
My friend, I'm paralyzed, but at the same time be hoping and praying much for you to find a solution or alternative to minimize their suffering.
May God bless you my friend.

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